Happy Moment.. But is Just awhile...

The time past very fast,
the night a prince meet his princess XD
cheh *shy*
he come and find me on 27.11...
after i work,
i walk back to room,
i tot he dint come adi one,
actually he yamcha with friend,
so late bit,
when i walking,
i saw 81 car,
i tot is his brother,
so i walk more faster ,
suddenly car "bin bin"
then i @@ huh? is him?
LOL... 1st time he come i so 迟钝 lo...
he go park his car then i come back fishy room,
and i take bath fast fast,
then take the FUCKER pendrive go to dds give back him,
actually i want take for him next day,
but i dowan take his pendrive so many day,
so i take for him,
i call "sor pig" dont go in,
i just go in for awhile,
the FUCKER show his face!
Afterthat, i say go to dataran for a walk,
the 1st time i walk with him at dataran xD
i call dachen and chun haw too...
we chit chat at dataran... kaka^^
then after dataran ===> ghany..
he say he sleepy,
but still acc me go to ghany...=D
then me n him go back 1st,
this fei pig ar, very expensive one lo xD
he kis me, then i kiss him back lo...
他却讲他嘴巴rm1000,
then i kiss nose, mouth, beside face,everywhere la... xD
total dunno billion o million,
he say 你一辈子都还不完才知道...
一辈子？ 哈哈哈哈哈·
if i continue this then will be very long story xD
ahahaha~

-=The End=-

i hate you =|

I HATE YOU!!

TXX CXXXXX

you destroy my plan~

u make a promise,

but afterthat u brake it...

you better kena car accident die la~

sorry for what i say,

this is becoz u brake promise,

i hate ppl do like this......

PLS TAKE CARE YOUR GF........................

i start to hate you now...

i hate work with you,

but i cannot so anything,

i need money!

haihz...失望～

真的很想哭咯，

他也是因为我，

才没什么，

可是现在，

四个星期了，

是谁都会pek chek啦～

每次讲了又没来，

他们也是因为要你下来陪我才这样做的，

可是就一次一次的都没下来到～

T.T

现在他要叫别人拿了，

只从你做工了以后，

你就在也很少下来陪我了，

你变了！！！

气死我了！

半夜一回来，

看到面子书，

就看到某样东西，

就马上火药味起！！！

真的是气到我不能睡！

重友轻色，

你们大概都知道是谁了咯！！

是！就是他！

什么我就不说了！

骂了他一顿！！！！！！！！

syok!!!

我真的很想diu你～

对不起我很粗～

因为我真的很不喜欢，

我很生气，很生气，

不是我们要的，

如果是你能出的话，

你才说你有能力，

可是那些钱根本不是你自己出的，

还讲到很好呢，

在别人眼里，

你就好像很厉害这样，

笨蛋才相信你，

因为我们懂得是，

钱不是你付的，

所以你不用承担～

我很想在你面前diu你，

没办法，

一定有人回来鸟我。。。

我只想说，

不是你付的就不要装很厉害将！

谢谢～～～～

我很内疚～

我想不到，

我害到人家感情断了，

可是我们真的只是朋友而已呀～

你也知道我的男友是谁，

我也知道你的男友是谁，

我真的很内疚，

是因为我害到你们，

我真的很坏，

问题是【不是我找他】

他找我的，

而且只是普通朋友将罢了，

你这个不是生气，

而是你吃醋...

其实你不必吃到这么大的醋咯...

ish~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

NO COMMENT lo....

just feel very 内疚~

一个字“衰” T.T

不懂怎么了，
我这几个星期，
真的是衰到极点，
我接受唔到咯。。。

1.before final,
she adi dint talk with me...
i dunno what happen to me and her...
actually i also dunno what happening...
i want to ask her...
but i dont dare...
i ask my friend to ask her,
but my friend ask me back why?
pls... i reali dunno what happen,
then i onli will ask u go ask her la... T.T
but u ask me back = =

2.accident...
u stupid malay babi,
tesco can drive so fast?
u totally no eyes and no brain...
my leg is still pain now?
but u just run away like this?
i dont dare to tell my parent,
i just can take care myself...

3.my beg...
when i come back kampar,
i take my key and open the door,
and i put down a beg,
too heavy le, when i open,
my mummy call me, then i saw a notes behind the door...
then i see, and close the door..
that time i still dunno the beg is still at outside,
i go on my laptop,
suddenly hungry,
and i find my beg~
that time i onli realize that my beg at outside~~
then i go out and take...
but it gone, 还没到五分钟,
i very angry lo~~~~
inside all add got rm170 like this...
wuwuwu~~~~

4.Will be continue~

LongStory ♥

我好久好久没更新了，
哈哈～
有我的出现就有无聊的部落，
我根本都不懂我要写些什么～

1.考试
我真的很想把我的东西考到好好的，
问题是：我根本没有StudyMo0d...
可是最后一分钟读，
我反而进得到我的脑，
还好不是很难，
可是就算在好，
我也上不到diploma...

2.做工
我在danish office 填了form。。。
我希望可以拿到这份工作，
然后我就不用呆在太平，
太平实在太闷了咯～

3.他···
哈哈～
我很很爱你哦，
每次都给我惊喜，
我最爱的就是你了啦～
我很开心，你果然很担心我，
前几天，怕我上陌生人的车，
叫我早点回，因为下雨，怕我生病，
我很开心上天把你派来给我，
虽然是出了很多的问题，
可是我一定会坚持，
毕竟是我们在谈恋爱，
而不是他人～～～
我爱你！我想你! ♥

4.SemBreaK咯～
大家都在happyHoliday，
我还以为这个假期，
一定是很闷的，
可是并不是我想象中的这么闷咯，
一回来就听妈说要去金马伦玩咯～
Happy~~~
中秋节，
我很想去安顺和他一起过，
可是他担心我，
叫我不需要下安顺，
他回去金宝找我～
可是人家想你吗～～～～T.T

如果时间可以转回去...............

如果时间可以转回去,
我最想要的是，
在朋友生日的时候...
那一刻开始...
什么？？
我就不多说了...
只是真的很想把每一样东西重演！
时间越过越快，
我就越来越害怕，
如果我是一个天使，
我真的很想做一个，
能让全世界的人，
无论发生了什么事，
都会开心的笑去面对。。

换做是我？
我是一个胆小鬼，
什么都朋友来帮助我，安慰我...
我真的是一个没有用的烂女友，
这是我自己讲的，
我不会怪别人，只怪自己....
当天，
其实看到你，我已经很开心了，
你忙，我理解，
我不怪你...
只想对你说：
我很喜欢你很认真的样子。。。
还有，
工作就工作，
累了就休息 ，
不要累坏自己哦～ =)
加油！
爱你～muacks...!

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Tml i go t.i lu~

1st time sit bus go to t.i le..

EXCITED...

lol...

i tot want give him surprise ge...

but yesterday after exam C.A..

i ask kang wu go on saturday

coz i 8.30 pm go his shop!!!

ish ish!!!

hope he will forget...

stupid de me T.T

我的心事～

i worry my relationship...
i worry my studies...

3weeks i dint see him d...

and i know that he busying now...

cant come and find me...

sometime i reali need him that time,

he not beside me...

i cry secretly in the room...

i reali miss you~~

sometime i will think negative...

i wil think that he got another girl...

but my friend 提醒 le me one thing....

情侣之间最重要的是【信任】...

it remind me that,

I MUST WAIT FOR HIM!!

this saturday i will go t.i with miki~

and night miki bf will fetch us go to his working place...

she want to check her laptop~

I 为了 him, 放弃 see my aunt...

my australia aunt come back...

and she not always come back one....

about my studies...

i reali scare i cant continue studies...

i dont want to leave my friend...

reali dunno what to do...

should i go office and ask what i want to ask???

i need confident...

WHERE IS MY CONFIDENT....!!!!!!!!

I NEED YOU NOW!!!

DONT MAKE ME KEEP CRYING

EVERYDAY EVERYNIGHT!!!!!!!

我讨厌你

我讨厌你有了新的朋友忘了旧的朋友，

难道你不觉得，

旧的朋友温和过新的吗？

真面目一出来，

跑也跑不掉，

真的真的很讨厌你这样做哦！！

I'm ok now~!

Just Now i at school canteen~

i go check my bank~

papa adi bank in money for me~

And finally he call me also le...

but then,

i tell him about yesterday de problem,

he also say me!
T.T

哭过就好了

Too Many thing fan till i want crazy jo~

yesterday i call mama~

call her bank in resit money for me...

but she call me take my bank ge money~

if i dint close the phone,

i sure argue with her...

coz my bank left 19+.++ onli~

how i pay for rm320?

now i fan-ing the money problem,

how i going to pay it?

i reali FAN ar.......

HURT MYSELF===>




















i dint feel pain when i do this...

i find him for reduce my fan!!!

everytime i fb chat with him no reply~

sms him NO REPLY!!!

WTH u doing....

i totally HURT!!!!!

i dunno what to do now...!!

yesterday night i cry...

i adi long time ago dint cry le o...

haih!

hope it will 顺其自然！！！

Today ♥

haha~
today wake at 8.30...
because got ppl come and do da toilet light...
and i want to sleep back one...
they ask me want to go buy thing eat o not...
coz later class so long...
scare hungry lu~
so we go out d...
He calling me that time...
i sit in da car d...
mui lee them want to go tian tian buy bread...
then they go down lo...
suddenly got ppl knock car ge mirror...
i get shock....
is he knock ge wo...
how come i dunno he come ge... lol...
he say he follow our car from hostel to tian tian~
just we dunno that~~
LOL!!!
then i change to sit his car...
he go to "kam jing" eat~
afterthat back my hostel again~
then until 3.45...
his friend gf reach kampar...
we go to fetch her...
and wait his friend then want to go ipoh one...
he say go tesco eat KFC...
eat jo tot got go one...
mana tau he say lazy!
ish!!!
make me so sad onli lo~
aih!!! so long dint gai gai with him~
then back hostel again~~~
7.30 like this he back t.i le...
aih~ thinking when onli i can see him~
T.T miss him again! XD

Convo and 【Pain】

Saturday 6.30 wake up d lu~
i help CLS to sell flowers^^
quite 有生意^^
very late onli eat my breakfast~
breakfast + lunch = ?
If my father know it sure i die die le lo!
i think i at convo that time less drink water...

today wake up!
i feel that my tongue PAIN!
that time onli know 破 till very serious...
tongue两边破all le...!!!
pain pain pain!!
phone my mum...
she call me to go药材店find medi...
but too far...
so i must tahan da pain d lu~
PAIN!
i sms him and tell him...
i say 抱着你就不觉得痛hahaha!!
he reply 你就想～
sure i want it la...
sor sor dei ge 笨猪！ lol!

不懂的心情 ♥

今天下午还好好的，

晚上，吃饱了，

回到家，上网，

心情就开始变了，

我可以感觉到，

那是一个担心着一样东西的心情，

可是我自己也不懂再担心什么，

上网，上到都会发脾气的那种，

线真的很慢，控制不了我心情，

慢到我关了电脑，

去房间躺着，

睡了，syberia信息来，

说有个老师车祸去世了，

就醒来了，到现在睡不着～

我到底是在想些什么，

担心些什么， 谁能告诉我，

另一方面，

为什么我身边每一样东西

都时好时坏的叻？

线也会慢过人的~

我接受唔到咯~

开心与一点惊喜～

星期一的时候，
he ask me want to follow him go to cameron o not
on tuesday...
but afterthat adi cancelled...^^

yesterday afternoon i ask him to help mui lee
repair printer...
and i sms him... he ask me what problem...
then i tell him lo... i say 你牺牲下来修理吧～
hahaha~ he reply me 你想啊！
当然是～～～两个都要拉～
i say i want to see him...
he say come here live and tml wake at back...
few hours i ask him u will come?
he say 不知道～
ok lo~
dowan to reply him lo~
he call me at night...

Actually he is on the way come to kampar d one...
i somemore 开条件 to ah shan...
say if he reali come i treat KFC... T.T
me sor sor dei lo~~
i reali dunno he will come...
when i walk out to 客厅,
i still 讲电话, then he call me give ah shan heard...
u know? they KAP MAI dd one...
he ask ah shan. want eat kfc ma?
ah shan say want.... dont tell her(me) k?
he say i coming now...
5more minit open door for him~
hahaha~ he reali phone many money i think~
in my house d still call me....
LOL!!! i reali no comment...

He sleep here one night...
i reali love he hug me ge lu~
very warm...
but yesterday night very hot...
hug le keep sweat-ing... ish!
very HOT!!! =)

T.T i hate da feel rite now.....

why why tell me why~

when he call me...

i feel he is coming tonight...

lol...

BUT...

tonight....

Da same feeling come again~~~~~~~~

reach jo kampar....

i keep tot he will come tonight....

what happen to me!!!!!

what kind of sickness now...

T.T

Just What I Want To Write...!

Rich or Poor?
Rich-> My father NOT ME!
Poor-> IS ME! (pls stop wasting money)
STOP say i'm a rich ppl de daughter.. >

Pretty or Ugly?
Pretty-> No idea =)
Ugly-> Yes, i am...
STOP say i'm Pretty and ugly TOO!

Stupid or Crazy?
Stupid-> I think SO!
Crazy-> YES!
STOP say i'm STUPID AND CRAZY!

Everything i also admit...
just dont keep repeat-ing....

NEXT==>
i MISS him...!

TODAY,
actually is moody one...
after SHOPPING...
my mood ok back...
and i at jusco...
he call me~ ^^

stupid me!!!

pls think positive ok~~~~~

ur brain is keep think negative~

i gonna kill myself now...

pls STOP think negative bout that!!!

fuck myself!!!!!!!11

做不到～

刚才想要闭关下，

但不懂为什么就是做不到，

就很想找人聊，

可是没有什么朋友在金宝，

只好自己忍了哦！

怎么办呢？

一没东西做就乱想，

我怎么啦？

『Happy』

早上九点去在美琪，
哈哈，她睡不醒...
到了金宝，
我等piewjie醒来，
然后去安顺，
我终于等到了，
我载了阿姗然后载ahjuan，
再去piewjie家，
也去载了 maggie...
过后我肚子很饿了，
在路上，他们突然叫我去他的店 = =
就绕去咯，结果在那转了四圈，
过后去mcd吃东西～
吃完后，
再回去他店里，可是不是在车了哦。
我进去了，看到他，很开心，哈哈哈！
他很忙都没空理我，
最后maggie在我车上而已。
我们去giant 走走...
然后去58档买东西吃～
再回maggie的家～
我冲了凉出来，他打来～
叫我八点半去他家><
可是8.30的时候我还在吃东西～
就信息他说我会迟些到～
在驾车的时候，
我忘了路，就打给maggie。
突然他就打来问，知不知道等下会去看戏～
还好我赶到～
哈哈哈！！
跟他二哥，二哥女友，他姐和姐夫，还有全部在他哥店打工的，
一起看karate kid。。还蛮不错看的～
里面有个妈妈跟儿子讲“ i love you"的时候，
他突然转头过来，讲'i love you'...
哈哈哈！！！
看完过后回他家，
我们就回房间，在里面我们谈了很久，
然后我又开始，打架了，嘎嘎～
哈哈哈～不要想歪哦～
隔天，七点我醒了，
我就叫醒他，他突然就讲''抱一下''
好咯就一下咯，可是时间到了他不放，
本来是我载piewjie的～
就信息ah shan叫她去载...
然后我说要走咯，要载美琪，他还是不放，说不要～
过后拖到八点才去载美琪～

好开心！！

YEAH!

today friday lo...
morning 9.30 like this wake d lo...
and heard a bad news...
my big brother de gf mean my未来大嫂,
hp ppl curi jo lu...
my brother sms me because he use my name,
buy a hotlink de number for her,
call me go do one back for her...
pity her lu....
she so good got my brother lo...
i think my brother sure buy a new hp for her,
although her gaji so high XD
LOL....
just now i see dou a geli geli de thing...
kichen ge rubbish got 虫,
WTF.... i hate it....
if no it i will take it to downstair but...
YUCK!!!
that rubbish is just one day like this onli,
why so fast got de???
我接受唔到咯～
now,
waiting time to bath and prepare,
wait my friend come hereee....

【EXCITED】
can see him...
he say will 抽time come out,
hehehe^^
sorry la dear... =P
so bz still ma fan you...
but i guess he can't de lo~~
is ok de wo...
i will wait^^
will miss all my dear friend in kampar...
LOL
coz i monday morning onli back kampar,
i stay at mickey house one night...
MONDAY adi got ppl want sit my car,
go to school...LOL....
buy insurance pls!!
my speed can't control de wo XD

Just Think What I Want To Say Lu...

我不懂为什么这么多男生追过我，

我却就这样不想的拒绝人家了,

可是为什么他，

我却没想的接受了他？

到底是什么原因呢！

到现在我还在想，

哈哈哈....

朋友都说【感觉】，

可能也对，

第一次看他的时候，

跟以前追我的，

的确很不同....

可是他也不是我喜欢的类型，

我什么我又会接受他地，

哈哈哈！！

已经有四个星期没看他了，

好好好好想他，

我在等待星期天的到来，

哈哈哈～

当天他要做工哦，

只好等他....

无论等多久还是要等～